I realize I haven't writ a blog in a while, so I'll tell ya-all who read this (which I'm guessing is no one, cause nobody responds) what's been going on.

Since I met her at UPS about 3 years ago, I've liked someone very much, and last year it came as far as I can afford to let it become again. I still love her, but I can't allow myself to be in love with her anymore, because it tears me apart. It took half a year to get over my feelings for her, and I think I'm doing better, but I'm not even close to 100%.

I have found someone else I like very much, but the problem is the distance between us. I can't say as I love her just yet, however, because I don't really know her, having never met face-to-face, but she is the greatest thing to happen to me in as long as I can remember.

In other news, I have been trying to learn to ride a motorcycle since I got the Ninja... Problem is, I seem to have some mental block in actually learning, thing is too tall, too powerful and too heavy for me...today I dropped it and hurt my back trying to pull it back up...lol...I can ride the 350 we bought for my mom, but this one seems to scare me..